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Nine Months.

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*sighs deeply*

Okay. I have not been here in what? Nine months? >.<
I will not even try to remember the emoticon codes.

I'm deeply sorry for disappointing anyone who expected me to be back (sooner). I hate this trait of mine very much because it seems as though I do not value others the way I do...

DeviantART made me feel pressured (to draw and to do it well) and pressure only does one thing to me: it makes me run. I have run away from other places, situations and people in my life for that same reason and I know myself that this is not the way to deal with it, but for the time being I can't help it.
Coming back here for this entry is one step into the right direction, I hope.

Seriously: I hate any kind of competition. It wrecks me up completely and takes away the confidence I need to draw.

I am cleaning up this account a little bit. It would be nice to come back here for real, or at least for the occasional picture. I doubt very much that this will be a social focal point for me again though. T-T But maybe it's not necessarily meant to be, anyway.

Again, I am truly sorry for staying away like this. I don't think that an apology can make it better but I will apologize regardless, because I mean it~
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Absence.

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Deviant ~Dream-chan has 188 new messages  ( 2H | 2M | 8C | 166D | 8J | 2N )

That's actually not too bad for a whole week. Or two? ^^;
Ahem.

It seems like forever~ I even forgot most of the emoticon codes! :O
It looks like I'm awfully busy right now. That and in some sort of artistic crisis. :cries:
Which is why I have not posted my colouring of AnimeLife's wonderful Fighter yet. What I did to it just does not look right to me. :( My sincere apologies..... I'll try to sort this out with myself.

I see that many wonderful people left messages about my two emoticons being added to The List. :heart:
Thank you all so very much! I'm so happy to see that in terms of popularity my sweatdropping one is not all the way down the list either. Yay! :w00t: If feels good that there are people who have fun with something I've done. :hug:

I'm not sure how long it will take for me to catch up with the messages and deviations, especially since I won't be able to devote that much time to it for now, but I'll do my best anyway.

I've been missing some of you a lot~ I hope no one is mad at me for just staying away like this. :worry:
It's one of my character traits and bound to happen over and over, I'm afraid. :no:


.... ^^; I have absolutely NO idea how to end this entry. So I'll just leave it at that. :sheepish:
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^_^; I've been more or less gone for a week or longer and I apologize for not making a note of it earlier.
The thing is, I very suddenly got a new computer and there was a lot to do about it and the old one so that kept me pretty busy.
I did not even draw! @.@ (The Horror.)
There's a lot of messages and deviations to catch up with now so please don't think I am ignoring anyone or anything; I'll do my very best! :nod:

I think the next thing to be posted here will be my colouring of an amazing lineart by AnimeLife, as soon as I decide on the finishing touches.
It's been ages since I worked on anyone else's art so I am very excited about it. :floating: I only hope I'll be able to do it justice!
Thank you, AnimeLife, for placing this trust in me and letting me try! :hug:


:gallery: :heart:
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I'm not talented; I know that. I'm not an artist. But I enjoy what I do and I strive to improve by practise.
I appreciate comments, criticism and suggestions, but I'm also easily shaken and discouraged so I suppose I'd prefer to have those things worded in a friendly way. Maybe I am demanding too much though. Everyone seems to have their own preferences as to which type of comments they'd like to receive and in such a huge community it would be impossible to keep that in mind for every single comment issued. :aww:

These past few days I've been thinking about my way of drawing and I've come to realize that I practise way too little. So I'm going to make an effort to change that and only upload things I can feel comfy with anymore!

Enough of the seriousness! :dance:
Let's start drawing so that in the end my pics may be even worth looking at! ^_^


:gallery: :heart:

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EDIT:
Eeep! What a day!
:O_o: My little ambulance won the contest! :heart:

I'm so excited and dizzy and surprised that I keep punching the wrong keys on my poor keyboard. @.@
But wahh! This happiness! And to think that the other entries were so good! They really were! Much better than mine, with more details and more realism.

...... I'll stop babbling right now. :floating: I'll just be quietly glowing by myself here. ^_~
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In my life, there is someone very special.
Simply by being himself he has probably saved my life already once and he is doing it again.

He does not have anything up here on dA yet because he is short of time, but if you feel like it, you can drop him a line to tell him how great and wonderful he is (because that's true):

:iconrei-55:


I love you, my Rei.
Thank you.
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